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2011-05-25T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hi (: im now with my handsemboy ; Yan Raven .
My syg , my cynta , my everything (:
sch's bored , but i love when its tyme to pack up & go home
cause bbycynta is with me .
He send me home (:
I sukerh , i love , i lyke .
For Farah , come sch tmr aite (:
For bbycynta ; my hubby , i love you .
im sorry if i post anything at fb that ue dislike it .
if ue want me to delete it , i will .
i promise to change .
i will .
have my words bbycynta .
i really miss my old ainiehy :(
i really want us to be sweet lyke the first tyme we are tgt .
syg , maafkan i kay ?
im sorry .
& if ue feel that as day passes us , my love for ue is decreasing ,
no bbycynta , in fact , i nyd ue so badly , EVERYTYME taw love .
bbycynta , i wanna to spend my whole life with ue .
have kids , cute little kids of us .
Putri Inia kan bby ? (:
guy nanty we decide kay ?
bbycynta , last i wanna say that ,
thank ue for always being there for me .
bile wallet hilang , ue kasy i nanges on your warm shoulders .
i love it , thanks bbycynta (:

Yan Raven ; i love you for eternity (:

2011-01-19T22:21:00.004+08:00

Pelacor ; Ririehy Dollie , please uh .
law kau dah malas naqk lyn mepek andy
then jgn naqk world qkat blog kau okay ?
"i must choose between Sulyandy or Halim , they love me a lot "
fuck lah -.- !
FOR YOUR INFOMATION ,
password andy qkat fb dia maseyh namerh aku qkan ?
sial uh .
kau yg asyik suroh dia tukar then ckp kau akan tukar .
Bitch , kau jln sua .
kau naqk maen brape bnyk laki , itu lu punya hal kay !
Cibye uh kau ehk , ajak settle taqk naqk .
Kau ckp that tyme yg kau terjumperh aku qkat club ;
Azzura , kau naqk wish aku nan andy all the best ?
Abeh brape hary kemudian ue sleep at his place ?
fucker sial ! sot uh aku ! abeh post qkat blog kau yg andy syg kau ?
Prostitute ! please lah , get a life kay ! -.-

2010-12-02T17:38:00.004+08:00

I love you very much though :(
but in the end im hurt again .
why cant ue just be nyce to be .
be faithful lyke how i am towards ue ?
now everything has end .
there's no more us.
there's no more ue in my lyfe :(
when i was with ue.
yes , for the first few months i believe that we would last.
i believe that ue are not the same lyke my ex.
but that was rubbish.
utterly rubbish.
ue broke my heart.
countless tymes.
for about 18 months im with ue.
would other girls stay faithful to a playboy ?
lyke how i do ?
but ue didnt think about me at all.
ue were having a good tyme going around with girls :(
maybe you are not my fate.
but why god made me fall for ue so deeply ?
seriously , i still do love ue.
but i take the decision to leave ue.
to erase ue from my lyfe.
i had enough.
i dont want to be hurt anymore.
in love , ue do not nyd to be love back.
as long as ue truly love hym.
god will help ue.
im so fucking upset.
ue choose a prostitute over me.
its okay.
but do ue know im actually forcing myself to go wild ?
cause when im good.
decent.
everything that i do.
reminds me of ue.
only the wildest things ever can make me forget ue.
cause i never done it with ue before.
that will help me erase ue from my mind.
Thanks for everything.
there's no more 19O6O9 . ♥

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2010-08-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

Saw them at Orchard.
Fiza o ~
& Nitty siol ! :)

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Sch was bored :/

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2010-08-02T02:07:00.000+08:00

Haha !
yea !
as usual uh !
naughty me.
ponteng sch !♥
haha !
oohhhhkaaayy !
tmr going lah !
5 days without sch actually sucks too !
lol !
Lavin ♥ ,
thanks for the riding :)
i would love to go again with ue
some other day :)
Ian ♥ ,
thurs baby ! ♥
see ue !

2010-08-01T01:53:00.000+08:00

Work ♥
fucking slow sia the tyme passed by.
i was waiting lyke one mad cow siolxzx
ahah ! :)

2010-07-31T01:35:00.000+08:00

My Baby ♥ , My Hunney ♥ & My Ai ai ♥.
went out with them to town
was havoc siolz !
love ue guys damn a lot :)
*♥ , i knw .
i can never have ue back.
but i believe that my love is strong ,
to get ue back.
its just a matter of time *

2010-07-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

Bestie ♥ !
I just have the urge to post this up.
we have been best friends for almost
10 years.
ue guys have never ever discourage me
ue guys are the ones who always there
when i need someone.
Bestie ♥ ,
ue are my precious.
ue are my everything.
when im heartbroken.
ue guys lift my spirit up.
thanks :)
i can never repay ue guys with anything.
but i will repay it with my faithfulness
to ue guys.
i will always be the one who listens to your
problems.
i will always be that someone ue need :)
i will always be here Bestie ♥.
*♥ , how long ue need to realise that im
still here for ue ? :(*

2010-07-29T01:16:00.000+08:00

Had my oral today !
omg ~ it was fyne :)
*pheeew !
haha !
Bestie ♥ ,
i wan to thank ue a lot !
ue are always there for me
no matter what.
always the one who listen to my stories..
my grumblings.
i cant thank ue enough bestie ♥ .
*♥ its over for about 2 months.
but still ue have me heart.*

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2010-07-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

I made ue cry :(
i didnt know ue still love me.
because all this while ue were treating me
in a very harsh way.
after hearing ue cry.

i just fucking hope that we can be tgt back.
but i guess i hurt ue enough.
i guess ue are very tired of me.
bby.
no matter what happens.
lyke now.
no matter how hard the words ue said to me.
it can never change my feelings towards ue.

i always love ue.
i do.
& i will never ever
or anything can make me stop loving ue.

*Bby , im sry i hurt ue.
but still
i love ue so deeply bby*

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2010-07-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Bby ,
I love ue no matter what had happened ..
i swear my love never change for ue.
never came across my mind that things would end up in this way.

i cant blame anyone.
all i can blame is myself.
for not taking care of ue so well..
i failed to do so.
& i hope ur next girl will look after ue very well..
im sry if i hurt ue in anyway.

all i wan is ue..
i never hate ue..
i never move on..
all the words in fb/
my past post in this blog,
were just something to make me move on.
bcoz ue treat me as if ue hate me.
but i know deep inside ue still love me..
i knew it.

& yes , ue did admit it.
but why didnt ue say it to me ?
why must ue let me go?
why must ue treat me so badly ?
why must ue force urself to say
"i don't love ue"
to me & even stared at my eyes .
why bby.

*No matter what , i still love ue *

2010-07-18T17:53:00.001+08:00

I feel so sad deep inside.
i guess.
this is my path in lyfe.
god , pls guide me if this is the path ue
want me to walk througout my lyfetyme :(
*Deep inside , i never hate ue.
all those harsh words.
were just something to make me move on :(
i love ue no matter what happens :(*

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2010-07-16T15:27:00.000+08:00

♥ Babygirl ; i love ue !
Kuar ngan ♥ Babygirl yang aku syg ! :)
shiock uh !
now ; i miss her alr ! lolz !

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Didn't attend sch.
why must ue care about me somemore ?
enough lah !
how ue know im not in sch today ?
ue stalk me sia !
ue want her then stalk her.
not me !
absurb behaviour sia !
ugh !
i can't take it sia !
don't lie to me okay !
friday , ue do not have any event in sch at all !
i shall go down with her.
asl taqkot lak ?
kecot ?
brani buat brani tanggung lah sial !
jap lagy keje..
so won't think about this too much.
thanks Ayah for the h2h talk.
thanks for understanding me now :)
*Im sick of it now ! *

2010-07-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

Went out with family !
now i feel the love back.
now they are more open minded after
seeing what im going through now.
thanks mum & dad !
i love ue !
all this while i thought ue won't care about me..
i thought even im being hurt.
ue won't care.
but the truth is.
ue guys care about me that much ! :)
awwwhh !
*I don't know what i should feel lah ! :/*

2010-07-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

Something bad happened !
fuck sia !
why must ue make my lyfe miserable .
end here & that's it.
ue want her ?
go fucking get her back.
so all this while ue are with me.
just to get her back is it ?
last tyme i used to think that i misunderstood ue.
but now i guess everything is clear.
but hey , thanks to love.
Ur family side me.
see how bad they did to the girl ue contact ?
fuck lah sial.
ue bute.
Syimah ?
she is just a short minah lah sial !
when i pakai terbukak ue marah.
abeh boleh suke minah ?
lu apa hal sial !
taqk faham akuh uhh !
*Leave me & i'll be the happiest girl in lyfe lah siolz ! :)*

2010-07-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

Keje ! best lah ! :)

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Latest photo of me.. btw.. ade pompan sundal naqk try aku lah !
dah CACAT lagy nak bnyk bunyi ? :)

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That's mine & bby's favourite boy ! :)

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Happy 1 year anni bbylove !
i love ue soo much !
our love can never be erase bby !

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omg ! it's tmr ! hehe !

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